Hello! I have hit many different golf clubs and can tell you that there the club and shaft combinations out there result in an almost endless combination that provide a wide range of dfferent feels. The swingweight of your clubs can be customized and some people just like the feel of a heavier club. It sounds like you prefer a heavier club. One cheap way of adding weight to your current set of clubs is to add some lead tape to each club. A word of advise however: the heavier the club, the more difficult to generate high swing speed, especially for a beginner.