Hello Jacob.
I love your post,and love your passion for the game of Golf.I hope i can help you.I took up golf at the age of 10 and became good quickly.I was playing off handicap 1 when i was 14 then scratch at 16,I turned Pro at 17, and made it onto the South African Tour few years later.Never won but made good money.When i got to 30,I decided to give up my job as golf coach,and just go and play,get myself a top swing coach,a short game coach,a mental coach and fitness coach.I got expert advice on how to become great,but i never did become great,i went backwards.
I would love to be like you again,young and starting out in the golf world,And if i could be,there would be one thing i would change to what i did when i tried to become great at golf, and that would be..... STOP TRYING
Your scores are not important,just go and play,just enjoy it,practice hard for sure,hve someone keep an eye on your game and help you improve,but just remember its only a game,and by doing this your scores will take care of themselves.
I wish you all the best.Kind Regards,David