I don't know where to put this and I was just wanting to vent/inquire from the great minds of The Sand Trap.
This past week Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday has been the Regional Meet a two day tournament with two rounds of 18 holes each. I had a practice couple holes on the first day (Tuesday).
Now for the past month I have really been off the wall in and of scores. I began the season with a few low 80's on tough courses and two 70's. Then this past month I have shot a low 100 score, a 90, an 80 and one 77.
I played about one week ago thats about it and shot a low 80 and threw in some work on the range and stuff occasionally.
We get here and the practice holes went pretty well a couple pars, a double and a birdie.
We Wednesday I shot a 109. Hitting 3 FIR and only 2 GIR.
Today I shot a 114. HItting 2 FIR and a whopping 0 GIR.
I don't know what has happened. I know its probably a mental thing but I am so distraught over it. I mean, I had a shot at MVP of school golf (coach said all I had to do was beat a team mate here and its "mine"). But I didn't.
Then I feel like a bust being the #1 seed and finishing dead last in group rankings today. The golf course wasn't great and a little longer than normal but nothing bad. Turtleback greens on the back nine, OB everywhere on the front nine.
Now this was my last two rounds of the year for me being a senior. Today was my last wrong for a whopping 114. I have 0 pars, 3 bogeys, 9 doubles, 4 triples, 1 four and 1 five.
I finished my last round of golf as a Senior high school golfer without a single par. I want to just put the clubs up and say "to hell with it all" and just go and put them away and enjoy my rest of school without a single golf ball struck. Yet I don't want to be a quitter, I just feel discouraged anywhere near the topic of golf.
What to do? Should I just go get lessons and keep trucking. Or what? Im confused and ah.